Wow, dude, what's up?? I jus got on here by chance and discovered all these people I'd lost contact with. U mean the whole world doesn't get and live on Facebook everyday like me? lol Seriously, it's an obsession. Jus posted a note detailing the hip hop album I am presently recording, including all the lyrics and the stories behind the songs. Not to mention I do digital collage art and change my profile and cover pictures nearly everyday. This year I've totally gone insane with the art thing on FB. And living my dreamz more fully. I jus wrote about it on here. :)
I hope u r well!! STILL in Japan, u must love it!! I tend to talk to Chester around bdays or holidays but he's weird in that he doesn't respond right away and doesn't text. So...yeah. Miss him, tho, hope he's doing well. :/
Don't see hardly anyone from those G-boro days. Saw Hope 2 Christmases ago, the last I spent at my Granny's house before my Grandfather died and she went to the home. :( Very emotional as Virginia Beach was always the place I could escape if I needed to. Hope was good, very skinny, but healthy-skinny, working at a trendy breakfast place that I think made her paranoid about looking attractive (odd). We went to a gay bar for a little bit and I hit on her friend some, but that was the extent of my reunion with her.
Other than that, Im jus trying to be more proactive about my career and future (but I feel I am always saying that). My new Movement of Peace, Tha Madonna Beyoncé Gaia Project, has been the real page-turner for me as I created it upon viewing Beyoncé's latest album that she released Dec. 13 '13. Did u hear about it (for time's sake, Ill assume no)??
She released 'Beyoncé' without telling ANYONE about it, with 14 songs and 17 videos (that's why I said 'view the album'...u literally experience every song visually as well as aurally and it tells a story). She only told about it in a single post on Instagram to her followers, and then bought up all the ads on iTunes suddenly as that was the only place she sold it the first week, pissing off Amazon and Target, who had had an exclusive deal with her for her previous album, and both retailers opted not to sell it at all (u can now on Amazon, but Target's still mad). That was ok bc she sold it at Wal-Mart and showed up after  that first week at a NJ Wal-Mart giving out $30,000 in gift cards. :) It sold over 800,000 worldwide in 3 days, over a million by the end of the week. Gaga, Katy P, Cher (still somehow kinda relevant), Britney, Miley C...all had released albums that fall and all fell between selling 100-200,000 copies of their albums the first week. Illegal downloads and streaming have ruined the music industry and its sales - they have since Napster. By not releasing a single, by not telling a soul about it, by doing no promo whatsoever and then releasing one of the greatest complete pop/r&b statements I have seen from a female artist ever...she completely changed the game for how a pop album could and would be marketed. It was genius; who needs a single, who needs to bow to radio and corporations and kiss ass when ALL of the songs on ur album are single-worthy and amazing?? Each song singularly, IMO (and many other's), was far better than any other song that came out in 2013. I wasn't a fan too much of Bey before her latest album, which made her the only female popstar to have her first 5 albums debut at #1 on Billboard. I highly recommend u download it if u haven't already. I know 'Drunk in Love' w Jay-Z became the big hit off of it, and it's amazing as hell ('I fill the tub up halfway and then ride it with my surfboard..surfboard...graining on that wood, graining, graining on that wood' lol), but no more amazing than 'Partition' where she strips for Jay-Z at a world famous strip club ('Driver roll up the partition, please, I don't need u seein' Yoncé on her knees') or 'Blow' where she goes all Charlie's Angels/Purple Rain roller rink-disco funk ('I can't wait til I get home so u can tear that cherry out! Tear that cherry out! Tear that cherry out!!') ....or Haunted where she pays homage directly to at least 3 Madonna videos (...which u KNOW excited the shit outta ME)!!!
Just June of 13, Madonna announced in an eerie video ad displaying a bloodshot eyeball that she would be releasing a 'Secret Project' soon, with the words 'Revolution of Love' at the end of it (incidentally, I wrote a song in July of 13 inspired by her called 'rLoveUtion'). Hmmm...ok, everyone thought. By September, she released for free on the internet a 17-minute short film directed by Steven Klein that showed a popstar getting jailed and imprisoned (a lot like Pussy Riot in Russia - look that up - which Madonna has publicly came out in support of) and I think featured clips of her talking about her 2012 MDNA Tour (which I was at in Charlotte in my profile pic on this site - had 2nd row, looked her in the eyes twice and got to tell her 'Thank u, bitch! Thank u!,' got featured by her people on HER Facebook...fuckin dream come true!) as though she was going thru an Act of War. The MDNA Show - also one of the greatest artistic achievements I have ever seen by a female artist - was a grueling, HEAVY show that started with a whole gothic Vatican precession featuring a gigantic Catholic incense burner flying over the audience, men dressed as realistic-looking gargoyles, and M herself coming down as the Virgin Mary with a machine gun ready for battle AFTER she does a prayer to God apologizing coz she 'detests all her sins' and 'wants so badly to be good.' MDNA was her divorce record, so lots of 'If u have a problem, I don't give a....' and 'I want u to hold me like u hold ur money...' lines. Her 'Secretprojectrevolution,' as it came to be known, film seemed a further thought process of this darkness. And she calls for everyone in the film to get mad, get angry, she wants a revolution and she wants it NOW (fave line: 'And this revolution will not be televised...this won't be an app available for ur iPhone.')! At the end of the film is the website name artforfreedom.com. It comes to be known that #artforfreedom is a website calling for artists to send in their pieces (mainly movies and what-not) about freedom, and M and others would 'digitally curate' the art and pick winners and award prizes...and this would be an ongoing thing every month from now on. Miley and Katy have already been 'guest-curators' for a month now. Since November she has found some interesting pieces, and I would be lying if I said I viewed them all, and I have found the music but not the gumption (YET - it is coming!) to record 'rLoveUtion' and make a video myself for the website...who knows, right??? It's a deep song.
What's this got to do with the price of eggs in Japan and why did I jus explain all that to u?? Ha, Ive written too much - there's a limit on this site!!! Next message..

Chris!!! It's me again!!! lol
To:Christopher Austin
May 5, 2014 12:10 PM
(cont.)
Well, after doing the 2012 Super Bowl, touted as 'the biggest moment in TV history' by ratings people, and achieving one of the best artistic statements ever in her opus-tour, M released a 'secret project' to start a 'revolution' for artists at the ground level (as we now all have access to garage band, youtube, and camera phones...we can ALL be popstars now, technically)......then, after doing the 2013 Super Bowl, called 'the 3rd biggest moment in TV history,' Beyoncé released one of the best artistic achievements ever, which was a 'secret project' that is already starting a 'revolution' for artists at the TOP level (Mariah, U2, and, HA HA HA, M-A-D-O-N-N-A are all rumored but unconfirmed the be releasing Bey-style albums this year). NOT A COINCIDENCE.
When I saw the Bey album it all became clear. I was sick with the flu and ended up swigging down a LOT of cough medicine and totally tripping out. Like, real hard. Like, I BECAME tha 'Psychic Popstar' (my GOD, u don't even know that song I recorded, do u? Or that that's what I've been referring to myself as since 2008....dang, it's been awhile, dude!! I feel like Im connecting with a long-lost brother!! 
 www.soundcloud.com/and-r-u/02-tha-psychic-popstar-2008 ...Have a listen!!). I saw and started posting about the M-Bey connection (omg, I jus now see that that could be a metaphor for the Mind-Body Connection, lol!!). I remember hurriedly rushing home to start my idea for Tha Madonna Beyoncé Gaia Project because I wanted to be the first one to figure it out, thinking the whole world would be talking about it any second, their secret would be revealed. TWO NIGHTS after I started my posts, with my Madonna friends thinking I had flipped my shit and claiming blasphemy and betrayal against the Queen (I had to explain that we now have TWO queens, each ruling their own separate univerzes, neither one infringing on the other's power, EQUAL...luckily, people had already deemed Bey as 'King B' in reference to her very Madonna-like way of taking charge and being so post-feminist...WHEW! Dodged that bullet coz now I hashtag 'KingB' and 'QueenM,' lol) Madonna actually SHOWED UP at Beyoncé's concert!! She posted a darling pic of Bey kissing her black adopted daughter on the cheek at the show on Instagram and said 'Mercy gets a big fat one from the Queen B' (people flipped about M referring to ANYONE else as a Queen...she just has never done that). I said, ha ha ha!!! SEE!!!! I TOLD U SO!!! THEY ARE WORKING TOGETHER!!!! It will be known worldwide any day now and I will be the first person who talked about it on Facebook!!! Get ready, I will be famous any day!!! Or so I told everyone...
Flash to today, and no one is mentioning M and Bey in the same sentence much still. Oh, sure, they did a little mark-up of how Bey 'copied' Madonna with her 'Haunted' video (TY, bitch-troll Lady Gaga, for confusing everyone as to the actual definitions of 'homage' and 'copy' with 'Born This Way'...ur patronizing gay anthem that still has not copped to directly STEALING the music of M's 'Express Yourself' to this day - because, u know, everyone on Earth with ears is stupid - and was such a controversy that M revived 'EY' for MDNA and at the end does the chorus of 'BTW' to prove a point - followed by a couple lines from another song saying 'She's not me, and she never will be...' - her only reflection on that controversy save the comment that launched a million threads: 'I think it's...REDUCTIVE...' she said in an ABC interview. 'What's that mean?' the interviewer asked. 'Look it up!' M said cattily with a smile..... The word REDUCTIVE has become the go-to word for anyone participating in these 'fan-wars' that have taken on a life of their own the past few years. Gaga's 'Little Monsters' are by far the worst and most vile, telling everyone they should 'kill themselves' or 'get cancer,' to which Gaga just says, 'my fans are just trying to protect me...' Can u tell how I feel about Gaga??? lol). And people mentioned a small thing about Bey stating, upon releasing the album, that she wanted to be in control her career like Madonna....but my friends are back to thinking Im crazy as M and Bey are just in two separate worlds, it seems. U see out there M/Britney, M/Gaga, M/Kylie, M/Miley, M/Cher, hell, even M/Katy fans...but I truly have not seen another M/Bey fan proclaiming shit like I do...
It's so ok, tho... M is releasing all these cryptic and not-so cryptic Instagrams about her new album. I still believe, but concede she may not release her new album all secret-like. I do feel however in the depths of my soul that M and Beyoncé PLANNED the Secretprojectrevolution together to change the face of how art gets distributed not only for established artists, but for all of us.
Now. I know u have read a lot and know all about the Illuminati, or whatever the ruling elite people who secretly control shit are actually called. Idk if u have seen anything on MK Ultra, the CIA program apparently/supposedly used by Disney et al to control the likes of Britney Spears and other popstars??? There's some shocking shit about Britney out there, but I met her this past December (also part of my amazing Psychic Popstar Xmas: I had front row and a meet and greet with Britney Spears in Vegas!!) and it only confirmed in my head that she is, in fact, a robot! :( I started thinking, if u must be in with these people to be THAT famous, and their usage of symbols like the butterfly and the cat and the Great Eye in pop works only forwards their agenda, then it stands to reason that M and Beyoncé have to a part of this group, too. I cannot believe they are mind-controlled, however, as that makes no sense. SO...unless M and Bey are part of a global conspiracy to brainwash and control the masses simply for control's sake, which their work simply does not point to - it actually points towards the opposite, thinking for urself - then there HAS to be a Light side to all this conspiracy Darkness!! MAYBE jus maybe, I started thinking, this group is comprised of Yin and Yang forces, like everything else on the planet... Maybe there is more going on than we can see, or make sense of. Maybe 'Illuminati,' meaning 'Enlightened Ones,' going back basically to the dawn of time, simply means people who are privy to information we cannot know nor handle as a society at the moment???
Then I thought of the book I read and totally believed in that came out in 2005. It was written by a Korean energy worker who simply said, look, a special energy came over me and made me write this book. This book tells why we are here. There are no questions after this book. This is the history of our planet, and the reason for every war, every death, every dinosaur, every lost city of Atlantis...EVERYTHING. It's called The Gaia Project 2012 by Hwee-Yang and did not exactly set the publishing world on fire.
I believe u can still get it for a few bucks on Amazon. SHIT! Part 3 ---->
ANDDDD...part 3 lol
To: Christopher Austin
May 5, 2014 1:01 PM
The Gaia Project 2012 DEF rang true to me and as I read it years ago, it has stayed with me all this time. So u dont have to go get it - tho u should, its a very fast, non-convoluted read - it basically says Earth was picked for a special project millions of years ago. It was created with a special energy so pure that it had not been found elsewhere in the Univerze. About a million years ago, the over-seers of the Project, whose homebase is the star Sirius, started allowing energies of all consciousness levels onto Earth very slowly. Only the highest beings were allowed here at first, as the book explains, like the String Theory in Quantum Physics, the Univerze is comprised of different levels of consciousness. The highest, called the Origin of the Univerze, may be deemed what we commonly refer to as God. Then it breaks off into the 9th...8th...so on, each time getting that much more away from the Origin. On Earth, we have been going thru cyclic existence of 4th level/3rd level birth/death/rebirth cycles for a very long time.
Why?? For the Project. What is the Project?? To create a VACCINE. A vaccine that will be distributed to all parts of the Univerze once it is created to help get beings CLOSER to the Origin of the Univerze, or closer to God.
Well, by 2012, according to this book, the Project is OVER. On Dec. 12, 2012, there will be no more need for this cyclic existence as the time for learning will be coming to an end on Earth. The time for war and hatred and greed will be over. Most of us won't be here anymore, the book said.  Patriarchal society will not be allowed to function as it had before because the need for it will be over as the Earth ascends to the 5th Dimension. Makes sense, if u think of the eternal question popular religion never has satisfactorily answered: WHY DO PEOPLE GO TO WAR OVER RELIGION WHEN RELIGION SAYS TO PRACTICE LOVE AND PEACE??
December 21, 2012, also touted by the Mayans, Nostradamus, etc. came and went. And we are still here. And still fighting, and being greedy, and treating women like shit. Will Hwee-Yang's book languish in the forgotten files of bookstores forever???
Not if I have shit to say about it...
NOW I am the only person on the planet writing about tha ancient goddezz worship of the past with tha current goddezz-popstar worship of today, trying to bring back the worship of the Sacred Feminine into the mainstream zeitgeist, or tha return of tha #Goddezz, as I call it constantly, to culture. All of my beliefs and everything Im about as a person - Madonna, astrology - has all led up to me creating this new system of ACCEPTANCE. Our mission is Acceptance. Period. End of story. Peace. And Love. For All.
Maybe M and Bey are trying to change the music landscape. I coined the term Secret Revolution Theory for that (inspired when Madonna strangely, accidentally - or was it? - hashtagged #srtforfreedom instead of #artforfreedom one time...I said, #srt??? What could #srt stand for?? GOT IT!). I talk endless about tha #NewUniverze and how it is here. How #QueenM ruled the #OldWorld and #KingB rules tha #NewUniverze, and they r using #SRTforFreedom ultimately to help transition mankind to this 2,000 year period of Peace and help us stop destroying #MotherGaia. I have gone insane a bit, but it's a good, purposeful insane. Writing u now, I got the idea to branch out, start an actual blog on a blogsite, and maybe then I will get more believers??? And followers. That's just it, I really want followers and people to practice love and peace in their daily lives. Seems so easy, but will take 1,000 of me starting movements to achieve it.
WHO KNOWS what the future holds?? I am along for the ride.
I have had a bum foot for a fucking month now and had to stop working my rather hard but awesome serving job. It just fractured, doctors don't know why. But it has been a LEARNING and, in the end, productive month. I hadnt recorded a song in 6 years before I recorded the recent one I jus posted, called 'Tha Voicez.' I am now recording an album to the 11 tracks my friend gave me to use long ago, albeit hip hop tracks, which I would not normally use as my sound, but they are there and my songs fit. I had to apparently stop and go within in order to produce without...
ANDDDD...now u r caught up. :) Ill leave u with the link to my 3 pages so u can scroll thru my original page's profile pics and cover pics - there's hundreds and hundreds and flashing thru them really flashes thru my life and art: www.facebook.com/psychicpopstar or see the content on the Project page: www.facebook.com/Madonnabeyoncegaiaandru or have a peak at my music page: www.facebook.com/URpsychicpopstar
R u on Facebook?? I mean, everyone is, but do u get on it at all very much?
Ty for letting me get all that out!! Didn't know I needed to sum up my last 6 months, and, hence, my life, for someone!! It really doesn't sound as depressive as I was thinking it was a week or so ago! lol And if my memory serves correct, the Chris I knew would be hella wholly interested in what I jus had to say.
LET ME KNOW HOW U ARE!!! U were such a good guy! R u coming back here anytime soon??
<3
#andRu?
but, of course, u can call me Andru. :)