HoW to BE HaPpY ALL (?) tha TiMe..... #andRu?

How to be HAPPY all (?) tha time.... #andRu?

Who am I? 

I am....#andRu?

I am #Psychic. I am clairvoyant, I realized the other day; I am shown visionz. They have sharpened like a tact since Christmas. They just have.

But life is hectic, harsh, it takes itz toll on my empathic nature and I can be a lil #Psycho sometimes, too, putting these whirling images I see into logic...but generally I get bitchy in a really fun and/or funNY (to me alone??) way...

My biggest dream and what the past 12 years have been about is becoming a #Popstar, something that I jus inherently AM. For some reason I have had to take the slow lane in my track for success, but the 1,000+ songs I have written - my BABIES, my Life, my stories - they are entities unto themselves, gifts sent to me by tha Muses that generally birth themselves to me in my head; I jus record tha Angels singing 

Whether Ill ever be commerically successful in an increasingly, Im finding, FUCKED UP MUSIC INDUSTRY (Illuminati??? MK Ultra, anyone??? HELLOO!!! Look on Youtube HELLOOOOOO 'SPLAIN THAT SHIT to me...!) and the world cries out from all the war and hatred in the world...I jus know I have to make it in this world as best I can, and try to be as happy and fulfilled TODAY as a person, and not take the whole thing SO SO seriously anymore. 

I want to be happy...TODAY!! 

Im tired of planning albums and tours that will probably never ever happen... I don't want to look to the FUTURE to when I WILL be happy...as I dream of money and cars that won't be mine because in 5 years money and cars won't be shit on this Planet.... I don't and won't live in the rat race, never have and simply COULD NOT if I wanted to. Not the Wall Street or Law or Medical worlds...no sir...Im too sensitive, my dreamz way too demonstrative.

So how does one get to be truly happy all of the time (ok, Ill take most of the time coz honey I know tha Fatez will always balance out my Tao, lol)???

Fracturing my foot the past 3 months, while fn annoying after 4 clueless doctors, laid me up at home, yes, but what it did was free my energy from the daily toil of having to work HARD for the money. 

Money money money I LOATHE IT!! 

Being able to think about what I wanted to do for the day, continuously, gave me a FREEDOM to make my art, record new songs, write new blogs, make hella digital art, make music and other videos...and I even discovered i have the natural talent to cut hair, and fashion design, and a whole other array of shit I wouldn't know about if I didn't have this time to explore.....bc while in tha Rat Race of jus restaurant work, which used to be fun for me but really it is running around and accommodating for coin....I discovered recently exactly how MUCH of my energy it sucked away from me. 

And Im ok with the lifestyle I lead now, doing massage therapy and healing when I want, meeting new people and being more active socially...

How was I going to be happy for the rest of my days??? 

By being ME all the time. All sides of me. 

WHEN I want to be them... 

By being FREE all the time. 

By being an Artist all the time....by FEEDING my Ego and EMPTYING and EMPLOYING my Heart...by FEEDING my active masculine desires that ALL MEN have and think about, and ponder, and don't talk about coz society would call us Purrvert'd - tho EVERY MAN and many women fantasize multiple times a day (as much as we enjoy a cup of coffee, a movie, a song on the radio).... It's in the swirling pool of pleasure thoughtz we keep for when we can kick back. 

He is that #Pornstar in me, tha creative and dirty bird in all of us who is not a bad person at all. He jus says and does what he wants and that can get him in trouble...or save his ass...as he saves his kit everyday with the turn of a phrase and the lust and allure in the pit of his stomach that no man can resist....

It's called Desire. A prerequisite for living on this planet. 

And it rules our Species. 

The entire Buddhist and Taoist philosophies are simply about how to deal with the Desire ur mind deals with....in EVERYTHING u lay ur eyes on, everyday.

We covet. We want. We yearn. 

For more. Greater. Deeper. Longer. (U get the picture...)

And it is our Egomindz, that #Psycho bit in all of us, that scared little person who feels so separate from all it surveys, that COVETS so strongly inside us, tricking us and telling us we are not One... 

It makes u NEED...stuff, THINGS! It does not know tha Heart very well. 

It doesnt see at the very center of all our Heartz there is a #Psychic energy point that is as vast and powerful as it is invisible and quiet... 

U actually have to be still to hear Heartspeak. 

Egotalk is loud and chatty...

Now more than ever my mission here is clear: Get tha #heART out to people by any means necessary and love urself, Andru!! Have fun, be urself, express urself as best u can all the time.... The rest will work itself out.

By the same token, I know in my darkest, most doubted hour that deep down I am here to save this planet by feedng it knowledge, art, and inspiration on how we are supposed to progress onward, wtf we're supposed to do as a society, what it all meanz to be living here on this Planet.

What is tha fucking point?? 

What's tha REAL reason we are here???  

There HAS to be an objective TRUTH at the heART of tha matter.  

I want to Synthesize all of the information in tha world for u in one explainable worldview...and I think I may have it!!

I really think we are at a turning point in history....RIGHT NOW! I felt something the other week....a shift of sorts....
This world is always changing, but as tha #OldWorld, tha 2,000-year Pisces Age faded away (and I had a vision that it actually died when Beyonce exorcised Sasha Fierce from her body, at the Super Bowl 2013...a month or so after that prophetic December 21, 2012 date...'memba that??? I feel a precise and important moment of transition occurred at Sasha Fierce's actual departure, when tha Lights at the Super Bowl went out ... 'memba that???) and now we can LET GO of religious bullying and discrimination, so the Aquarian Age can begin, REALLY begin!!! 

So, as is tha case with Aquarius, it's been hello logic and computers as we've entered the 2000s and hit that special date Dec. 21, 2012....

NOW we are all supposed to be peace-loving and far-out but brilliantly humanistic and each of us will revel in our uniqueness, as every Aquarian on this planet knows there is no one else like them, we are to become tha Aquarian phrase of I KNOW (as in 'tha WISEST MAN KNOWS THAT HE KNOWZ NOTHING!!' - Confucius)...

However we get to tha place where we FINALLY are ALL ONE.....also each of us will get to be Superstarz, too!  

Each of us really will get 'exactly 15 minutes of fame' in tha Future (thanks, Andy!), and expressing ourselves and our individuality will be to the people of Earth then what money and claiming u 'know tha version of God u follow is the One True Way' (HAHAHA!!!) is today....

NO MORE being threatened because someone else believez something u may not....coz u all can rationalize that no one REALLY KNOWZ anything until we die.

There will be no more terrorist attacks, no more Gaza Strip, no more concentration of pain and dark, dark hatred consuming a sector of our Planet anymore.. U ppl jus need to get it together... Change ur mind, change ur heart, change ur karma today!!!! Coz I'd like to stay here and continue to be my dreaming self, and see what all ends up happening with me and this #Pornstar thing.

Not to mention, oh yeah, I have a Pop Career I need to tend to......

#NewUniverze is here, I will be explaining a lot more...but I NEED UR HELP!! Feedback, stories, awakeningz....TELL ME, TELL ALL!!!! LETS GO!!!

XOXOX
#andRu?