HoW to BE HaPpY ALL (?) tha TiMe..... #andRu?

How to be HAPPY all (?) tha time.... #andRu?

Who am I? 

I am....#andRu?

I am #Psychic. I am clairvoyant, I realized the other day; I am shown visionz. They have sharpened like a tact since Christmas. They just have.

But life is hectic, harsh, it takes itz toll on my empathic nature and I can be a lil #Psycho sometimes, too, putting these whirling images I see into logic...but generally I get bitchy in a really fun and/or funNY (to me alone??) way...

My biggest dream and what the past 12 years have been about is becoming a #Popstar, something that I jus inherently AM. For some reason I have had to take the slow lane in my track for success, but the 1,000+ songs I have written - my BABIES, my Life, my stories - they are entities unto themselves, gifts sent to me by tha Muses that generally birth themselves to me in my head; I jus record tha Angels singing 

Whether Ill ever be commerically successful in an increasingly, Im finding, FUCKED UP MUSIC INDUSTRY (Illuminati??? MK Ultra, anyone??? HELLOO!!! Look on Youtube HELLOOOOOO 'SPLAIN THAT SHIT to me...!) and the world cries out from all the war and hatred in the world...I jus know I have to make it in this world as best I can, and try to be as happy and fulfilled TODAY as a person, and not take the whole thing SO SO seriously anymore. 

I want to be happy...TODAY!! 

Im tired of planning albums and tours that will probably never ever happen... I don't want to look to the FUTURE to when I WILL be happy...as I dream of money and cars that won't be mine because in 5 years money and cars won't be shit on this Planet.... I don't and won't live in the rat race, never have and simply COULD NOT if I wanted to. Not the Wall Street or Law or Medical worlds...no sir...Im too sensitive, my dreamz way too demonstrative.

So how does one get to be truly happy all of the time (ok, Ill take most of the time coz honey I know tha Fatez will always balance out my Tao, lol)???

Fracturing my foot the past 3 months, while fn annoying after 4 clueless doctors, laid me up at home, yes, but what it did was free my energy from the daily toil of having to work HARD for the money. 

Money money money I LOATHE IT!! 

Being able to think about what I wanted to do for the day, continuously, gave me a FREEDOM to make my art, record new songs, write new blogs, make hella digital art, make music and other videos...and I even discovered i have the natural talent to cut hair, and fashion design, and a whole other array of shit I wouldn't know about if I didn't have this time to explore.....bc while in tha Rat Race of jus restaurant work, which used to be fun for me but really it is running around and accommodating for coin....I discovered recently exactly how MUCH of my energy it sucked away from me. 

And Im ok with the lifestyle I lead now, doing massage therapy and healing when I want, meeting new people and being more active socially...

How was I going to be happy for the rest of my days??? 

By being ME all the time. All sides of me. 

WHEN I want to be them... 

By being FREE all the time. 

By being an Artist all the time....by FEEDING my Ego and EMPTYING and EMPLOYING my Heart...by FEEDING my active masculine desires that ALL MEN have and think about, and ponder, and don't talk about coz society would call us Purrvert'd - tho EVERY MAN and many women fantasize multiple times a day (as much as we enjoy a cup of coffee, a movie, a song on the radio).... It's in the swirling pool of pleasure thoughtz we keep for when we can kick back. 

He is that #Pornstar in me, tha creative and dirty bird in all of us who is not a bad person at all. He jus says and does what he wants and that can get him in trouble...or save his ass...as he saves his kit everyday with the turn of a phrase and the lust and allure in the pit of his stomach that no man can resist....

It's called Desire. A prerequisite for living on this planet. 

And it rules our Species. 

The entire Buddhist and Taoist philosophies are simply about how to deal with the Desire ur mind deals with....in EVERYTHING u lay ur eyes on, everyday.

We covet. We want. We yearn. 

For more. Greater. Deeper. Longer. (U get the picture...)

And it is our Egomindz, that #Psycho bit in all of us, that scared little person who feels so separate from all it surveys, that COVETS so strongly inside us, tricking us and telling us we are not One... 

It makes u NEED...stuff, THINGS! It does not know tha Heart very well. 

It doesnt see at the very center of all our Heartz there is a #Psychic energy point that is as vast and powerful as it is invisible and quiet... 

U actually have to be still to hear Heartspeak. 

Egotalk is loud and chatty...

Now more than ever my mission here is clear: Get tha #heART out to people by any means necessary and love urself, Andru!! Have fun, be urself, express urself as best u can all the time.... The rest will work itself out.

By the same token, I know in my darkest, most doubted hour that deep down I am here to save this planet by feedng it knowledge, art, and inspiration on how we are supposed to progress onward, wtf we're supposed to do as a society, what it all meanz to be living here on this Planet.

What is tha fucking point?? 

What's tha REAL reason we are here???  

There HAS to be an objective TRUTH at the heART of tha matter.  

I want to Synthesize all of the information in tha world for u in one explainable worldview...and I think I may have it!!

I really think we are at a turning point in history....RIGHT NOW! I felt something the other week....a shift of sorts....
This world is always changing, but as tha #OldWorld, tha 2,000-year Pisces Age faded away (and I had a vision that it actually died when Beyonce exorcised Sasha Fierce from her body, at the Super Bowl 2013...a month or so after that prophetic December 21, 2012 date...'memba that??? I feel a precise and important moment of transition occurred at Sasha Fierce's actual departure, when tha Lights at the Super Bowl went out ... 'memba that???) and now we can LET GO of religious bullying and discrimination, so the Aquarian Age can begin, REALLY begin!!! 

So, as is tha case with Aquarius, it's been hello logic and computers as we've entered the 2000s and hit that special date Dec. 21, 2012....

NOW we are all supposed to be peace-loving and far-out but brilliantly humanistic and each of us will revel in our uniqueness, as every Aquarian on this planet knows there is no one else like them, we are to become tha Aquarian phrase of I KNOW (as in 'tha WISEST MAN KNOWS THAT HE KNOWZ NOTHING!!' - Confucius)...

However we get to tha place where we FINALLY are ALL ONE.....also each of us will get to be Superstarz, too!  

Each of us really will get 'exactly 15 minutes of fame' in tha Future (thanks, Andy!), and expressing ourselves and our individuality will be to the people of Earth then what money and claiming u 'know tha version of God u follow is the One True Way' (HAHAHA!!!) is today....

NO MORE being threatened because someone else believez something u may not....coz u all can rationalize that no one REALLY KNOWZ anything until we die.

There will be no more terrorist attacks, no more Gaza Strip, no more concentration of pain and dark, dark hatred consuming a sector of our Planet anymore.. U ppl jus need to get it together... Change ur mind, change ur heart, change ur karma today!!!! Coz I'd like to stay here and continue to be my dreaming self, and see what all ends up happening with me and this #Pornstar thing.

Not to mention, oh yeah, I have a Pop Career I need to tend to......

#NewUniverze is here, I will be explaining a lot more...but I NEED UR HELP!! Feedback, stories, awakeningz....TELL ME, TELL ALL!!!! LETS GO!!!

XOXOX
#andRu?

MYart: A NEWsong inspired by an OLDpoem... by #andRu?

 

New Song 'Tha Sound of tha Seasonz'

...On this LOVELY Solstice Day ;) 

#andRu?

June 21, 2014 at 9:02pm

 'All perform their tragic play,
There struts Hamlet, there is Lear,
That's Ophelia, that Cordelia...'

'If worthy their prominent part in the play,
Do not break up their lines to weep.
They know that Hamlet and Lear are GAY;
GAIETY transfiguring all that dread....'

'All things fall and are built again,
And those that build them again are GAY.'

----> Indeed....INDEED!!! This poem is awesome!!

So, I wrote a new song called 
'Tha Sound of tha Seasonz' 
and it was inspired by 
William Butler Yeats' immortal poem 
'Lapis Lazuli,' 
which readz:

'I HAVE heard that hysterical women say
They are sick of the palette and fiddle-bow.
Of poets that are always gay,
For everybody knows or else should know
That if nothing drastic is done
Aeroplane and Zeppelin will come out.
Pitch like King Billy bomb-balls in
Until the town lie beaten flat.

All perform their tragic play,
There struts Hamlet, there is Lear,
That's Ophelia, that Cordelia;
Yet they, should the last scene be there,
The great stage curtain about to drop,
If worthy their prominent part in the play,
Do not break up their lines to weep.
They know that Hamlet and Lear are gay;
Gaiety transfiguring all that dread.
All men have aimed at, found and lost;
Black out; Heaven blazing into the head:
Tragedy wrought to its uttermost.
Though Hamlet rambles and Lear rages,
And all the drop-scenes drop at once

Upon a hundred thousand stages,
It cannot grow by an inch or an ounce.
On their own feet they came, or On shipboard,'
Camel-back; horse-back, ass-back, mule-back,
Old civilisations put to the sword.
Then they and their wisdom went to rack:
No handiwork of Callimachus,
Who handled marble as if it were bronze,
Made draperies that seemed to rise
When sea-wind swept the corner, stands;
His long lamp-chimney shaped like the stem
Of a slender palm, stood but a day;
All things fall and are built again,
And those that build them again are gay.

Two Chinamen, behind them a third,
Are carved in lapis lazuli,
Over them flies a long-legged bird,
A symbol of longevity;
The third, doubtless a serving-man,
Carries a musical instrument.
Every discoloration of the stone,
Every accidental crack or dent,
Seems a water-course or an avalanche,
Or lofty slope where it still snows
Though doubtless plum or cherry-branch
Sweetens the little half-way house
Those Chinamen climb towards, and I
Delight to imagine them seated there;
There, on the mountain and the sky,
On all the tragic scene they stare.
One asks for mournful melodies;
Accomplished fingers begin to play.
Their eyes mid many wrinkles, their eyes,
Their ancient, glittering eyes, are gay.'

Awesome!! Don't know what it all means without doing research, but Idc...I get tha mood thru his twisty turns of phrase....

And Idc that he prolly didn't use GAY in the way that I read it today...that makes it more awesome!!

......this piece does, however, underscore why I don't read for pleasure anymore...not fiction, anyway, very much, after bein' a hardcore English major and reading and analyzing EVERYTHING in English literature.....blah. Idc about ur stories!!! I have my own! 

....and, actually, I was clearing my own lovely piece of Lapis today and lamenting about my trusty crystals and how much they mean to me when I remembered tha poem after all these years and read it...which inspired the picture below...which inspired this song, somehow    um....????

Ahh, yes, I recall: tha time was 420 and we sat there with my beautiful amethysts, cactus quartzes, and red, orange, yellow, green, and blue calcite...not to forget that lovely piece of Lapis Lazuli....and I said to my friend....well, i said tha first lines of this song!!  

                         OH I LOVE BEIN AN ARTIST!!! 

‘Tha Sound of tha Seasonz’
by #andRu? 6.20.14

Its sad but its true
That poor #and R u?
Loves smokin a doob
Even more than drinkin a brew...

Its a fact and its not
That I love (MY!) smokin' rocks
They radiate non-stop!
Cant wait to pick me up!

I prescribe a truth to an object
I cry for u to be True jus for one sec!
Wouldn’t know what to do without ur Protect
And I don’t care who laughz at u and Rejectz...

Because I get a feelin’
Is it real or make-believin'??
Doesn't matter if i have a thousand reasonz!
Oh tha clatter! Tha Sound of tha Seasonz...

Oh tha clatter! Oh tha clatter! Oh tha clatter!
Tha Sound of tha Seasonz….
(repeat)

Ive been known to be a bitch! -
*P A U S E*
I am always a sweetheart
Im actually a witch
And my dayz are filled w art

Im grateful to be me
I wish I was someone else!
Im not hateful, I am free...
When I am One with myself….

I feel myself in the treez...
I see ur visage in tha Sun!
I feel myself fall to my kneez…..
As I think, Will this be tha One???

To get me off my azz!
To motivate with clazz!
It’s time that I begat
A rhyme explainin’ where Im at -
Psyche! Got plenty nuff of those!
I need to touch my toe
And do yoga, and do hoez
There it goes! Tha Sound of tha Seasonz….

There it goes! There it goes! There it goes!
Tha Sound of tha Seasonz….
(repeat)

BRIDGE:
Switch it up, mix it up
If someone pukez don’t lick it up
I think that I have had enuff
Drinkin's jus not up to snuff....
And that's tough! Tough cold as a witch’s titty
I may need to switch my city
Or is that jus wishful thinkin’??
Will I bring a peace like Lincoln?
Will i end up on tha 3-dollar bill?
Created in my honor coz Im queer as one…
Folks r gonna holla when they will…
So Im gone to Bonnaroo, thy kingdom come...

Here it comes! Here it comes! Here it comes!
Tha Sound of tha Seasonz….
(repeat x 2)

What ya can’t escape….
What's like date - not RAPE, Lady Gaga!
It may not hurt but it may
It can rain on ur parade...
Tha clit-(clutter)-Taurus that
Clatterz about…
The pitter-pat in forests
U once dreamt about
Does it matter? Of course!
That u went without!
But u see what Saturn’z course
Meant to be about…

What does Saturn’s course...
Mean to be about???
Oh, what does Saturn’z course...
Mean to be about??
(repeat)
It’s about:
Tha Sound of tha Seasonz…
It’s about:
Tha Sound of tha Seasonz…
(repeat x 2)
What's tha matter? I see Matter was Shattered!
From tha Sound of tha Seasonz...
Where it stops Nobody Knows (ME) - Whatever goes!
With tha Sound of tha Seasonz....
Here it Cumz u actin' Dumb as Bum...
It's jus tha Sound of tha Seasonz!!     
Its tha SOUND! of tha Seasonz....
Oh, it's tha SOUND! of tha Seasonz........       
(repeat to faded crazy ending w ad-libs…)            
©2014 astrologic muzik

Fin. ;)

#RIPMayaAngelou: The Shift AND Ascension Procecezzz by Bill Lupoli & #andRu?

My #Project is not mine alone….oh no….it 

goes along with what all enlightened 

Lightworkerz are experiencing at this time…

my friend Bill is one of them….

We will all come together, putting in the 

missing pieces of the puzzle for the world….

Here's a taste of Bill's mind…..

'THE SHIFT AND ASCENSION 

PROCESSES' by Bill Lupoli ©

'The ley-lines have undergone a dramatic 

shift. In fact, they were adjusted, because of 

our shift and in for the arrival of our 

ascension process. We are already 

awakening and working in this new energy.

The push and pull driven vortexes in and 

around the earth are polarities in a constant 

state of seeking balance and are in a 

constant state of flux. The most important 

vortexes are within our individual field of 

being,Look more to the Crystalline Grid for it 

has changed to the positive. This is where 

our energies will yield the most benefit. We 

have another 16 Year Window to PLANT 

SEEDS of Positive thoughts and actions of 

LOVE, KINDNESS, COMPASSION and 

GRATITUDE into the Crystalline Grid that will 

benefit our children and our children's 

children. What we Plant now will come to 

fruition over a 40 year period. It will not only 

support a paradigm shifted to benefit them 

health wise it will create a balance in their 

DNA extending their life expectancies. 

And bring it will bring Peace on Earth…

So it is…'

Or…as I like to say….

*Bittersweet Note:

I Know Why The Caged Bird Sings….

I do….

A free bird leaps on the back of the wind

and floats downstream till the current ends

and dips his wing in the orange suns rays and dares to claim 

the sky.


But a bird that stalks down his narrow cage

can seldom see through his bars of rage

his wings are clipped and his feet are tied so he opens his 

throat to sing.


The caged bird sings with a fearful trill

of things unknown but longed for still

and his tune is heard on the distant hill

for the caged bird sings of freedom.

The free bird thinks of another breeze

and the trade winds soft through the sighing trees

and the fat worms waiting on a dawn-bright lawn and he 

names the sky his own.

But a caged bird stands on the grave of dreams

his shadow shouts on a nightmare scream

his wings are clipped and his feet are tied so he opens his 

throat to sing.


The caged bird sings with a fearful trill

of things unknown but longed for still

and his tune is heard on the distant hill

for the caged bird sings of freedom.'

In the future…..we will not be caged birds 

singing of a freedom we have yet to know, 

standing on broken dreamz…

In the future, friendz…

WE 

      SHALL 

                 RISE!!!!

#RIP MAYA ANGELOU

Can u keep up, dear??? 'Philosphical insightz of tha New (Pop?) Univerze' by #andRu?

Philosophical Insightz of tha New (Pop?) Univerze… by #andRu?

originally posted January 8, 2014 at 9:38am

(And I admit I stole most of this from a philosophical Illusion of the Maya site…but it's the parallels to Bey and Sasha that intrigue me…)

 SashaFierce=OldWorld=Yin=Maya


Yoncé=New World=Yang=Karma

Maya means appearance.  

Karma means that nothing ever appears to be what it is.

Physics tells us nothing less. Physics tells us that nothing can appear to be what it is because the observer determines the observations be they particles, waves or photons (that always vanish into probability-clouds on closer observations). 
 
Cause and effect thus has to be illusion. And if the observer determines the observations then the observer also determines the results of all actions on the observations. And so not only is the observations illusion (so that nothing can ever appear to be what it is) but also the cause and effect (of observations).

Appearance is Maya
Cause and effect is karma. 


Now is Maya,
Time is karma.




Just like molecules are exactly like atoms, so too reality is exactly like a dream.
Dreams and hallu-
cinations are Maya. 
Reality is karma.

What you are and what you do is the perfection of Maya.
What you think (about what you are and what you do) is karma.

Words are maya.
Asking questions (cause and effect) is karma.

Who Beyoncé was, Sasha Fierce, represents the Old World, where we were living under the Illusion that what we see is real, when, in fact, it is not.
Sasha Fierce died at the Super Bowl 2013.
Yoncé, the new and improved Sasha Fierce, represents the New World.  New World+Order?  Can it really all be bad and scary if it is an inevitable part of our Evolution as a species?

Maybe the New World order is the only way to world peace?? So long as we can still Love, the Illusion that they don't control us, when, in fact, they have ALWAYS controlled us thru the power of the unmighty dollar, can finally be shattered.

Maybe Truth, karma, can set us free?

-- all words are YOUR words, thinking (questions) is karma; UV-gap